The Rebirth Experiment -Entry 07-

6:00 AM - 11:00 AM
-Ludid Dreamming & Astral Projection:
=I've found out I was dreamming after an encouter with another being, it was an abrupt blackwash. It's hard to explain the amazement that I've felt when I've discovered this AND an encouter with another being! I'm suprised because I've never seen another being in a FORM. They're always formless, I believe this is because this being may have a body somewhere. Then again, is it possible to be projecting in a dream? Isn't it dangerous to trust others? Of course it is, I shouldn't be trusting any of these entities, but, I had, I did, enough to put my life in his/hers/its hands.
This being didn't trust me enough to give me his real name, instead, he called himself Micheal Jackson, jokingly. I'd only givin him my first.
People were after us, too many to say just who, just people, like how people used to be after me before in my dreams, but this time, a larger government is involved. This involves summonings! And old innocent reuglar looking ladies to try to posion us. Well, him anyway.
A few slumbers before this one, I've done some sort of physical magic work with my sister. There were these people, zombies I think. And we had to use a force, to shove them away. I don't know why we couldn't have just run up to them and beat the crap out of them, but apparently the only way was to use the force.
[I've thought this would be something to know since that was using forcework and now I'm doing summonings]
This projection, is too personal, you wouldn't think so if I've told you about it, but it is to me, I feel like I have to keep it private, but that's just about the jist of it.


Effects:
12:00 PM
-I've been feeling very irratiable lately, caused by high blood pressure, or perhaps, high blood pressure is causing my irratiablity. I've been pretty judgement lately, and I haven't really been letting people have chances, yes, they can have one, and when they mess that up (which they are very good at doing very quickly), I become very direct. My irratiblity causes me to snap, very frequently at people.

I feel awkward wearing clothing. As if it doesn't suit me.