The Rebirth Experiment -Entry 05-

Delirium: Retardation of memory, perception, speech and motor. Flashes and emotions become uncontrolable causing panic attacks resulting in fever.

Constant, yet random images of gore and blood...

These thought forms are random. I could be jumping around in a tub of candy and the thoughts will still come to haunt me!

Here's what happened not too long ago when I was in the bathroom, I'd got flashes of thought forms that take over my vision, I was in the bathroom, but I can see what is in front, side and behind me, and a demon manifests through the wall like having you hand pushing through a white plastic bag, I get back to seeing with my eyes and then the flash takes over again and there is blood and body pieces everywhere in the bathroom. This is just small stuff. But still I hate it. I would have loved it as a kid.

Even anything that is linked to gore, even a dead animal on the street will get to me and almost cause me to have a mental break down.