I coughed up a two-by-one inch block-ish green and yellow mucus a few minutes ago.
{I fell asleep at Danial's after I had eight ounces of a Sour Apple Smirnoff, a few wings, and smoked something called Pyro. I don't know what is in it, I did my best to find out, no information is found, but I smoked it anyway because I craved a new perception.}
I was in my house with my sister. Zombies were at the door, clawing, breaking the window of the door and reaching in to grab at me and the doorknob that was on the right side of the door.
My sister stood on my right, both of us standing a few feet away from the door, just watching. I was lucid a few quick scattered moments here. It was nerve racking watching them try to break in. My sister kept violently hitting them away when they got too close.
There's not much we can do except stand here and hit them, hoping they would eventually go away.
Rob Zombie was wandering outside. We were waiting for him.
I got onto the mattress that was strangely in the living room between the two couches that sat accross from each other. I stripped. I didn't just take it off, I stripped, as if hypnoitized. Everything was hazy. I rolled onto my stomach, bringing my knees up to my elbows, the side of my face pressed against the mattress. There was something behind me, watching. I saw through its' eyes, hazy. Things were moving in rythmic motion, but I couldn't see who or what it was.
I have projected out and into my house and I'm screwing a demon/entity of some sort. Great.
I was suddenly very VERY lucid, I had projected out so hard I thought I was awake and was at home in the morning with my sister and she was getting ready for school. I looked around to check, to make sure I wasn't still projecting or dreamming. The seven in the morning light shined through the doors and windows. The walls were solid, my chair at the dinning table didn't have my jacket because I was wearing it, my notebooks, pencils and laptop were on the chair were I had left them. The doorknob was on the left, blinds awkwardly angled like how they are. The mattress was not there. Everything was in place. I, she, and everything felt very grounded. Even more grounded than when I walk around in my physical body.
My sister went over to the sink in the kitchen, she came from the downstairs bathroom. I remember her. She's not my sister, but she shares the body with my sister. I'm not sure who she is, but I've met her many times before, she is rude but she is good. I think she noticed me notice her because she looked at me like I had just woken up, like, hello-sleepy-head kind of look.
"I'm lucid". I told her.
She said something and smiled at me, then went back into the bathroom. At this moment, I forgot I was projecting. I had to use the bathroom. I had to use it since I went over to Danial's. I went into the bathroom and started emptying my bowls. In the middle of it I was lucid again. I took notice that I was using the damn toliet and I've never had emptied my bowls in my dreams before. I had hoped I wasn't urninating on Danial's bed. I told her about the mattress, the demon and the zombies. She knew what I was talking about, she was conscious for that and she remembers. Crazy. I asked her what it meant. She had explained it all to me, BUT I FREAKING FORGOT!!!
Later, I was constantly was moving in and out of lucidity throughout this part, in the morning in my dream/projection, my "sister" and I were in a restaurant on top of a mountain somewhere. It was nice and sunny outside. I only see that kind of sunlight when I'm far away from the city, usually at sunrise. Sunrises like this are my favorite, they make me feel alive and happy.
My sister and I sat at a table of the right of the restaurant, we had window seat. We were having a very funny conversation. A waiter came, we asked for more time, he said he'll come back later. I looked accross the table to my "sister", Takumi was her name. We were talking about the zombies and Rob Zombie. It was a very pleasant conversation. I grinned and asked her if she would "help me", I raised my eyebrows at her and gave her a sneaky look. She said, "Yes, of course". But she didn't catch onto the dirty thing I was thinking about. I thought she was able to read my mind, but apparently she can't. She had agreed to help me with something else. What I was asking for was to screw Rob Zombie. Yeah. That's dirty in many ways.
Suddenly I wasn't very lucid, it's hard to explain, I know Takumi is there, but at the same time I'm not lucid enough to know that I am projecting/dreamming. I told her I was going to order some coffee. She said okay and I went up to the cash register to the waiter that had come by earlier. I asked for an ice coffee. The waiter was being stubborn about giving me that order. He gave me some bullshit. I had argued. I think he was thinking I was too young to have coffee. I went back to the table and told Takumi he didn't want to give me it. We had another enlightening conversation that I had forgot. Then the waiter came with menus, Takumi ordered a glass of orange juice, I had again, tried to order a coffee. He told me he doesn't have enough, I was shot with a visual image of a coffee cup being 1/4 full. He then asked me if I still wanted anyway. I said yes. The top of his face got filled with condensed milk and was filling up the rest of his face. Like filling up a jar of honey. He left to go get it. I thought it was weird, but being partly lucid, I shrugged it off.
I don't know why I wanted the coffee so badly, like as if my life depended on it. Normally, I would have just said okay and get something else.
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I've been lucid dreamming everynight for two or three weeks, the problem is remembering them. Usually an alarm clock screams at me and all I can think about when I wake up is violently throwing the alarm clock across the room.
At the beginning of the two/three weeks of lucid dreamming, it started out with me being lucid for only a moment, then I slowly started to get more time for being lucid, now it's 1/4 of the dream. Hoopla! Hopefully it'll keep extending.
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