2010 August 28 Saturday -Dream Entry-

The hallways led to a three path fork to stairs or hallways, your choice depending on where you want to go, those stairs and hallways either led you up or down to more stairs and hallways. There is nothing on the creamy white walls, no paintings, no diplomas, nothing. I've been here for a while now, so I know how to get around places like this. Inside buildings are always like this in my dreams, so I remember how to get around. I've figured out the rule in my dream for inside buildings, never go back and never look back, you will instantly forget where you are the spaces around you will shift and you will have to relearn another pattern.


I went to the bottom of the building, which is a few levels beneath the ground. There, there was less light, and the walls were bathroom tiles, some sort of vomit green color. Anything can happen here, rape, murder, bombs, villians that didn't bother me because they recognize my type. I've seen and remember them all. I went down here to look for a professor. I saw him in his room doorway, high black pants, bald top with hair on the sides, pushed up nose, white dress shirt, hairy hands, blackbrown dress shoes, eyes slanted upwards, double chin unseen unless his head comes down from being stuck up. He saw me and went back in his room, door closed.


Well, I guess I'll find someone else.


I went to the very top of the building, the balcony, that is where my trainning for the coast guard takes place.


We had to swim 100 meters to pass the test. It looked like a mile. The pool was an uneven color, polluted and tainted.


I was not dressed for swimming yet because I had to put away some things, it was important government materials, I couldn't leave it out on the seats like people do with their towels and cell phones. I told Jazz this and she said I should talk to Mr. Crepsley, our instructor. We went to the office box where they had the lockers and keeps our files on our physicall abilities. Mr. Crepsley was not there, or on the balcony area.


As Jazz was asking people where Mr. Crepsley is, I noticed at the doorway stood Albert, head leveled, eyes looking downwards. I was pissed at him, and he knew it, but he's playing that notice-me-i'm-feeling-bad game he does very often. As usual I did the opposite, sytomns of clauterphobia was building, I was having trouble breathing, Albert's aura was crushing me. I walked out of the office building. 


We were riding on some animal that didn't have heads or tails. Jazz, me and Albert who had happened to follow us. I was still not talking or giving notice to his existance.


Along the way of looking for Mr. Crepsley, Jazz had pricked herself with something she had found, something of my belonging, it was a needle attached to a dark blue rubber holder at one side, the tip of the needle had a housing, it was a rubber purple heart. I had been searched many areas and buildings for that. She's infected, she can become a mindless demon at any minute. I was ranting about something to Albert, until I noticed Jazz stopped moving and breathing. Her eyes are closed and she laid her head against the animal. I took her off of it and did CPR. I wasn't sure how long gone she was. Some black guy dressed in a dark blue jacket and black pants hopped over a wall and saw us. He pointed out that her cheeks were getting color again. I kept at it until she started breathing on her own again.


The trainnee took the needle from Jazz and ran off, free-running on wall to wall until her got on top of a two story building. He shouted down at me, "Thanks for the help!", and dissappeared passed the edge of the building. He knew what had happened, he had been following me the whole time! Damn him!


I looked back at Jazz who was talking to Albert about something, they left the area, Jazz was going back. I stood in the area, looking for things I may have dropped. Suddenly, the sun reflected something on the floor, which shined brightly at me, as if it was calling for me. I went to it and picked it up. It was the needle! That idoit dropped it! I took it stabbed the needle into the small rubber purple heart holder a few times (as if i was stiching it into the heart) accidentally pricking myself several times and held it so no one can see that I had it. I felt the needle digging into me through the rubber.


I turned and almost bumped into Albert. I walked passed him to find my animal that was following Jazz (the three animals are tied together by a brown leather rope). Yeah, I'm still pissed off at him. 
The black guy sat in a slouching manner on top of the roof watching us. I threw daggers at him with my eyes and he explained to me he was still here because he wanted to evasdrop on any import information we may be having. He got up and left for the second time. I doubt he had really left.


Jazz had halfway turned into a monster. She was no longer on the animal but was going after the black guy.


I put my hand against a white brick wall for balance. My vision was getting distorted. Everything was shifting, I was having trouble finding the ground. I saw at the corner of my eye that the black guy was comming after me. I pulled myself up onto the top of the wall, slamming my bag against the wall a few times as I stuggled to get upwards, I sat on the top. Albert was already there. He did nothing but watch me. I ignored him. I waited for a monsterous effect to take it. I was already feeling vicious, wanting, craving violence. I looked back at the black man. He must have seen what was happening because he started to run away, Jazz blocked him. They fought again. I was wondering if anyone else was watching this and who it was, will they spread rumors? Will I have to kill them so they wouldn't cause me problems? I was shapeshifting into a larger form. I am still conscious. I will not lose control. I WILL NOT LOSE CONTROL. I awoke staring into my lamp. The bright light blinding me.