Psilocybin Mushroom #2

I felt happy. Happy without reason for about the first half hour. Then my vision zoomed in, at this point, I could pass the driving test with my left eye no problem.


I was attracted to the dadelions outside and blew wishes with them, like I'd used to do when I was younger, wishes that I don't remember making, but that's what I did. I walked over to the other side of the house and stood watching the sky, which looked completely normal, the plants around me started to get larger, or maybe I got smaller. Maybe Lewis Carrol did experience this to write Alice In Wonderland. I went back into the house and tried to take a bite out of my burger. I wasn't able to, I wasn't hungry, even though I haven't had anything to eat all morning, I was really hungry half an hour ago. I went over to the living room and sat on the chair. The color in the room started changing. I heard counting. I turned and asked the person who had also had some mushrooms if he was counting. He asked me to repeat my question and I was unable to, due to uncontrollable laughing and that caused him to laugh. I had to write the question down and give it to him. The next two hours I was unable to stop myself from crying and laughing at the same time. Looking down at the matt, there were rabbits, turtles, horses, ducks, rats, running in a continous pattern, symbolic of life. Reading this pattern from left to right, further to the right these animals flip over, symbolic of death and their souls move. I looked up at the ceiling and the animals join with their others, and the words that came to mind are, "They Are One". Quoting what I've written in my notes "I am a sexless form. But this body has, sometimes one forms." I strangely remembered that I knew I had a father when I was younger but I didn't live with him until I was three, and then he's gone again when I was seven, actually, a month after my birthday I've lost all contact with him. People were passing through, flowing to the direction in between SW to W. On mushrooms, my body became, availble, for enities to use, or try on like people would try on a sweater before deciding whether or not to ditch it somewhere or take it home. But, these entites only had not even a second, but a moment to use it. Let me elaborate the process: an entity comes into my body, I twitch, I lose a moment of memory, the enitity leaves, I exhale and inhale quickly to catch my breath, I twitch again as another comes in. And this keeps up for about an hour or so. I caught myself thinking quite often that I was near the beach, living in a apartment in the forest with mountains.
In my notes, I have been writing pages and pages, and words that stuck out and were most repitive were "pages", "layers", and "shell". I have actually been writing continously with my left hand and I normally write with my right hand. But I feel more comfortable writing with my left, and with my right, other beings use it, I mean, if I were to channel, then that would be the hand that would be availble for them to use. Also, when I write with my right, it is in cursive.
These mushrooms, which has never happened to me before with any hallucinogen, I was able to remember a lot. But what I didn't reach out and try to remember was, who I am.


Importance:
-Setting Sun at 4:30PM: it seemed important enough for me to dig out a pen and paper to write down that it was important.
-Alberto: I've CAUGHT myself a multiple times talking to him in my head as if he was in front of me... Have I mastered telepathy, while on mushrooms?
-I've also caught myself a few times talking to myself in my head as if myself was a person that was in front of me.