Arrogance -Missing Entry-

A rude awaking at exactly 7:00AM. My scalp bled because I scratched at it so much in my sleep. I picked up Kaut, turned on the hot water in the shower and walked downstairs to grab a bottle of apple cider vinegar. We went back upstairs and into the shower. I left the door wide open as usual, and left Kaut at the countertop. My shower was hot, and I thought about Blood: The Last Vampire throughout my entire shower. I was not as uncomfortable and paranoid as I usually am when I'm in the shower, so I got out feeling pretty good. As I was drying my hair, I heard a soft muffled grunt. You usually wouldn't notice this unless you've been around people who have enough nightmares to make it almost like reflex know the sound and wake them up. I went over to my sister's room and she lied unmoving on her bed made of blankets. I stood there observing for some time, she didn't struggle, she wasn't in the position f struggling so I went back and finished blow-drying my hair. Kaut and I went downstairs, I made some coffee, and I was feeling very good. I haven't felt awake without fatigue for so long I forgot what it had felt like. I was frying some eggs with raw jalapenos and I was thinking to myself, today feels good. Then,

"Have you ever seen a guy with silver hair in your dream?" My sister asked me rubbing the sleep from her eyes. I turned around and stared at her in unbelievable shock. "He was in my dream, but I couldn't see his face." She continued. I think I stopped breathing. I just stared and blinked at her while she continued to tell me her dream. "We were walking and he was holding my hand, and Israel (this guy she likes) was standing with some people and he was holding a note, I think it said to hold my hand. Then I was walking with him holding his hand and he looked pretty happy about it."

I explained a little to her about the demon and told her stop thinking about him, but she didn't listen, she just kept talking about him and asking me questions. I got so angry I wanted to scream. But I swallowed it and took on a mute mode. Arrogant, brainwashed and confused with the facts of what a demon really is and what anime made it to be. Demons won't be your friends no matter how much it seems like it or no matter how good you think you are and it's doesn't make you cool to have them attached to you. Demons are not people, they don't think like us, they don't care about you even if you're completely convinced that they do. Arrogant! Yet she sits there talking about him with a dreamy smile like he's the best thing ever and she's so fucking cool to have a demon that was haunting me "transfer" over to her. Fucking irriating. Fucking annoying. Fuckin arrogant!

It has been two hours since she had told me about her dream and I am still raging. My morning ruined. I am tired again. I am having trouble concentrating on my studies, I didn't realize how much my mood affected my health until this moment.

And Albert woke up with his ears bleeding.