Tommy gave me a pinhole camera yesterday. I had never understood how it worked until then. I spent an hour trying to figure out how to assemble the damn thing. I've done three watercolor paintings today. Nothing I am proud of so I will say no more of it. I had another weird dream today, more A LOT more vivid than yesterday's dream, recall is getting better.
It was sometime passed 3PM and I was getting really hungry. I walked downstairs and out into the wet coldness of the city. The walk alone was frightening, paranoia kicked in as the passer-byers in the cars stared, after two blocks I've entered the mini alley-restaurant. Five dollars and fifty cents worth of meal but for me, it's worth two meals. People were nice for the environment they were working in. The walk back wasn't lonely, I was extremely cautious of people (as usual), always scanning every suspiciousness persons for guns and weapons, or intention of attack, but it was an enlightening walk.
The time I am spending alone is finally giving my mind, body and soul some peace. This is day number five of the detachment of parasitic entities experiment.
i forgot to show you to the superglue so you can make your camera. however, maybe i should be there to help you figure out the japanese text in the instructions.
ReplyDeletethere are some lovely streets not too far from me that i can take you to where you can walk and feel safe at the same time. my area is relatively safe, though it feels a bit chaotic and foreboding sometimes.