(Day #05)

I woke up at 10AM. It felt like 1 or 2PM. I had a dream about Tom brushing his teeth. He let too much water run when he was brushing and it bother me to the point where I had to reach over and adjust it. Lionel got up and left the room. I went back to sleep and had another dream about a red king and queen with elegant full body heavy armour. He king held a sword and the queen held a feather, they both walked on their castle of dirt that is still in the making of something greater. The king and the queen reminded of me Warcraft and the Tarot. I woke up to the sound of Lionel chanting. I laid still and umoving so to not disturb him until he finished. I got up, Lionel turned around in his chair to bid me good morning. Lionel said his dad was making me an omelet but he's not going to have any because he doesn't like to eat his dad's cooking. I took a shower. I left the bathroom and his dad greeted me from the kitchen. I dropped my stuff on Lionel's bed and ran into a note he left under my Guardian. It was written on binder paper, folded up into a neat square. He's going to take a shower at his uncle's and buy more water. I had an omelet, a slice of bread spread with grape jelly, and orange juice. I ate at the table while his dad told me about places he's been. He moved around alot so he wouldn't get drafted into the Vietnam war. I think I was out there for thirty minutes talking to him.

I came back to Lionel's room. The warmth and the scent of candles made me fall in love with his room. The sounds of keys jingling, the unlocking of the door, footsteps and plastic. Lionel came in wearing a red and black plaid jacket carrying a case of water bottles.

12:51PM Lionel and I went out to the movies. We went to the Fedex office to pick up a package, smoked a cigaratte without a filter and drove through a couple "do not enter" roads. I guess Lionel knows these streets pretty well. We went to a Halloween store since we had thirty minutes before the movie starts. Lionel bought lights. There was a scene where they did an atopsy and cut open a woman's head, peeled the skin back to her face. Lionel didn't do well. I was not effect by this like I usually am. Lionel looked like he was going to get up and leave or have a panic attack. I was tempted to reach over and touch him, but I've gone through this plently and I can't stand it when people touch me when I'm having a panic attack. They think it helps but it only prolongs it and makes it worse. So I did nothing. I patiently waited until it was over and he was okay. I said nothing about it. The movie continued.

4:47PM We're back. We saw a movie about a virus. We stuck to our computters, Lionel told me a nifty story about his dad and I laid down on the bed and watched him tell it. It's interesting for two socially awkward people converse, especially when they both can not maintain eye contact well.

6:00PM Lionel's dad served us some bbq chicken, potatos and corn.

9:00PM Lionel came over to the bed which is where I am with his mother's laptop that his dad smashed because he was angry. I shared with him a conversation I had with my sister. He hung out on this side for a while. We explored his drawers and challenged me to type with stubby big gloves on. He brought his dog in for a couple minutes.